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If I Could Do It Again…

For this question… If I’m going to be honest, I really don’t know how to answer this. Only because I don’t know who to think about in order for me to provide at least a decent answer. But this question caught my attention as soon as I saw this on Instagram. And as I’m writing here, now only one person enters my mind.

If I do have such ability or given such a chance, as much as my heart disagrees now, I’d say that I’m choosing to walk away. Sure, he occupies a big part of my heart until now. He was the reason why I wrote “A Love Worth An Eternity” in the first place. He’s been a big part of my writing inspiration. But I guess I’ve held on to him too much that I couldn’t free my heart completely from the shadows of the light-hearted and beautiful memories we shared that one year. Fourteen years had passed already, and yet the feelings that I had for him back then had somehow created a standard of some sort. I don’t want to hold on to this anymore. That’s the reason why I would choose to walk away. If I could do it again, I’d ignore him. I’d ignore him, or at least do something to guard my heart from him. Maybe that way, I have found the person that I’m meant to be with without comparison to whatever had happened in the past…

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